My Bytch Blog

I've been jonesing for a new purse but can't decide what to purchase. I need functional but can't find a purse that I like or that matches what I wear. They are always too camping looking. I want a purse that looks expensive but that's not and is what my sister in law calls fu-fu. I found one purse that I really liked but I am not really wanting to spend $375 for a purse. OUCH! Who has that kinda money to spend on a purse? I can tell you this...they don't have kids or at least kids that are still living at home. Aren't there any purses out there that won't break the bank and are functional?

I'm trying to figure out what's worse. Self diagnosis or having many doctors run test and still not have any answer as to what's wrong with you. I have been battling issues with bronchitis and the fact that I am getting them more frequently and they are taking longer to clear up. My PC doc told me to go to a specialist. The specialist told me that I'm healthy and an above average breather. Then what the hell is wrong with me?!? Is that why they say doctors practice medicine?

I went swimming today, actually I just sat at the swimming pool and talked all day with friend. I had a really great time but I can't believe I screwed myself by not putting enough sunscreen on. Now I look like a lobster on my back. I can't wear a bra cause it hurts and I don't want to go around the house flopping. I had to finally settle on a strapless that only causes discomfort instead of pain. Then I get home and my son decided he wanted to go bike riding. I am exhausted from the day and he still has energy to burn. WTF, why do I feel so old? I'm not even 40 yet and feel like I'm falling apart. Does it get any easier as one gets older?!?

I hate it when people tell you they will be someplace at a certain time and then they don't show. My daughter's friend said she would be at our house at 3pm and at 3:30 she still hadn't shown. Then when my daughter called they were so flighty about it and said they were going to come over at 4:15 instead. When were they going to call and tell us that?!? NEVER! We called them. So I get the mom on the phone, thinking that it was just the kids doing this. Nope. She was the same way. I had to explain to her that I had things to do and that I had been waiting for her. I finally pinned her down to a time. Why is it no one practices common courtesy anymore?

I created this blog to be my new journal. I got tired of spending tons of money on journals that I either don't use or use and finish. So here are the ramplings in my mind. I have spent the better half of this morning watching reruns of Project Runway and Amercia's Next Top Model to get some sort of motivation for my weightloss. I have gained so much weight and am tired of just of not caring. Let me take it back I do care but I just can't do anything about it. I have be restricted by two of my doctors not to do more then ten minutes a day of cardio so I have taken up Yoga; which by the way is crazy hard. I was not sure I could do Yoga because I am not very flexible but I have found that if I try the gentle/old people Yoga that I can do that. I feel kinda pathetic for doing modified yoga when just 6 months ago I was busting my ass on the treadmill for 45 minutes and doing cycling at the gym for half an hour. Now I have been reduced to a pile of blubber on the sofa longing fo...