My Bytch Blog

Hi my wonderful 5 readers. I have been very bad and not posting as much as I should have. Well, here's a quickie update. Dad's doing better. He's at home relaxing and not dead...always a relief. I've been working a lot. Have a lot of business happening which is always a good thing. I am, again, going back to Isagenix. I'm going to try to stick with it this time. I, unfortunately, gained back everything I lost. So, I am looking to start slow and go the distance...endurance not speed. Blah Blah Blah and all that good stuff. Really I'm trying to lose weight because I feel old. I bet you thought I was going to say fat. Nope. I actually don't feel fat, as if fat itself was a feeling. I do feel old and with that I have noticed a few fun things.  Boy this old age stuff just creeps up on you. Here I sit at my computer listening to Neil Diamond's Cracklin' Rosie! I'm in my forties (early), not sixties. Oh well, I guess I'm going to be one of thos...

I have been putting off losing weight. I just haven't felt motivated to do anything. I don't think that I have been "depressed" per say but I just haven't felt a need to exercise or lose weight. Well, I got on the scale and when it squeaked out "get off you're hurting me" I realized that I have let myself go just a little. I have enjoyed doing and obviously eating anything I have wanted to. This includes anything for Christmas (yes, I am aware it's February) and a bunch of chocolate for Valentine's day. Today, I was reading comedy. I found myself laughing, I mean really laughing...and then it happened. I realized that I was not only laughing but I was also jiggling. And not in a good way (ie. large boobs). Well, I have finally got to "that point" where I am ready to do something about my weight other than trying to avoid losing it. I talked to a nice person today who was a personal trainer. She was just the prettiest little thin...

Here lately I feel like I am marking time. Standing still just waiting for my life to hurry up and start. I know that is the worst way to view my situation but it's what I feel. I start my real estate classes in the middle of next month and until that time I am just waiting. I know that I should be using my time wisely and getting all the stuff done that I need to do before I get too busy and that's why I have been exercising. I am, again, trying to lose weight and get healthy after my bout of flu. I have been working out and trying to get more movement into my day but I am having a problem with my sweet tooth. It seems that every time I eat "clean" (organic) I end up having this terrible sweet tooth. Then when I indulge in sweets, I get sick. I feel strange. My eyes feel like there is air being blown in them and I feel a definite mood change. What the hell? I feel sometimes like I am falling apart. I am looking forward to May when I see a doctor that specializes in ...

I know I shut this blog down last year due to some "issues" I was having but I feel that I have let enough time pass and now I can get back to doing what I do best. B&C. For those who are not aware of what B&C stand for it's bytching and complaining. Currently I am laid up in bed with an awful sinus infection and maybe more, so I have decided to take this time to catch up on some writing. It seems every time I attempt to get up and walk I get dizzy but sitting down and watching Avengers while blogging I am ok.   At this point in time with it now being 2013, I have made some changes in my life and have decided to pursue an new avenue...real estate. Yes, you heard me correctly I am doing real estate. Well, not yet but soon. I will be taking classes in April and am so excited about it. In the meanwhile I continue to write. I will write anyway even after I start classes. I just needed some time. I actually finished a novel I have been working on since 1993, no no...