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I created this blog to be my new journal. I got tired of spending tons of money on journals that I either don't use or use and finish. So here are the ramplings in my mind. I have spent the better half of this morning watching reruns of Project Runway and Amercia's Next Top Model to get some sort of motivation for my weightloss. I have gained so much weight and am tired of just of not caring. Let me take it back I do care but I just can't do anything about it. I have be restricted by two of my doctors not to do more then ten minutes a day of cardio so I have taken up Yoga; which by the way is crazy hard. I was not sure I could do Yoga because I am not very flexible but I have found that if I try the gentle/old people Yoga that I can do that. I feel kinda pathetic for doing modified yoga when just 6 months ago I was busting my ass on the treadmill for 45 minutes and doing cycling at the gym for half an hour. Now I have been reduced to a pile of blubber on the sofa longing for some Taebo and saddly excited about my yoga time. I have enjoyed the meditation though and well if the doctors want to keep me on this modified excercise issue then I will have to make the most of it. I will find out Thursday and will keep everyone posted.
On a different note, I am having my oldest friend and my sister visit for my birthday. I am both excited and worried. Having that many people to be responsible for is a little nerve racking but I am looking forward to it. I have a lot of stuff planned and hope that it all goes well. I plan a lot of drinking. Not sure that that that is a real good idea with this group but too bad I think I will need it at the end of the day ; )

Tune in next time for the continuing adventures of a crazy bytch.

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