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Sick and Dreaming

I have been feeling sick for the past two days. It started out just feeling a little under the weather but yesterday it blew up and I felt gosh awful starting last night. I realized that I had reached a whole different level of tired. I was folding the clothes and putting them away when I all of a sudden I felt completely drained and then two seconds later I was full of energy. My body was just going crazy. I finished putting away the clothes and then simply layed down on the bed to feel the coolness of the sheets. I wasn't feeling tired or sleepy at that time and did not expect to just pass out. I woke up an hour later to my husband yanking clothes from under me to put them away so that he could get in bed too. I got up like I had slept a full 8 hours and started helping him put stuff away. When we got settled I layed back down hoping that I would go back to sleep but I didn't have to hope, I passed out again. What the hell?!?

I had some really wild dreams too. I dreamt that we had bought a huge house. It was a fully remodeled and modern inside but the outside was old style traditional. There was this huge barn looking door in the kitchen. I had gone through it and it went to an attic. The attic was not this dark, gloomy place but a very clean and very empty room. There were windows too so it was bright and sunny in there too.

The next thing I knew, the door had a lot of locks on it and chained closed, holding something scary and unknown inside. I was frightened. It felt odd to feel that way in such and bright and cheery house. Then the whole feeling changed where there was a sense of panic and anxiety. We decided to sell the house and two seconds later there were buyers inside walking the house with their realtor. They low balled the hell out of us with the price but we took it. We packed as soon as we could and left. My friend was there helping me pack but after we left he went back in his Jeep. I felt like the house won. It took my friend.   

I had four other dreams last night. I remember them all in vivid detail but I won't bore you with them. I just woke up this morning feeling battered and tired. I hope that the rest of the day is better then the start.

Until next time...

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