Hello my five fans! I have missed you and am sorry to have been away for so long. I have been battling life and it's many forms of beat downs. I have been riding this "wave" of real estate and have found that I am not fond of it. The jury is out right now to decide whether or not to continue doing it. I'm not having any fun, I'm not making any money and the people are just down right mean. Gee the job everyone wants.
Anyway, I've hurt my heel and am trying to re coup from that issue but on a whole my life has been crazy and not in a good way. I am ready to just hang up my signs. I have discovered that I am not as much a people person as I thought. I make friends pretty easily and get a long with most people but the general public is another animal all together and I am not liking this jungle.
It seems people are not very nice as a whole and are out to blame other's for their mistakes. On my Facebook page I "like" a lot of pages that have posts promoting happiness, well being and kindness. I subscribe to these ideals. I think we should be kind to each other but I have found that most people do not look down a path of common sense, kindness and responsibility. No quite the opposite. They are mean, out to get what they can for themselves and are ready to blame other people for everything even things out of that person's control.
I feel that this job has made me questions my faith in humanity. The basic ethics, honesty and integrity that we should all have has been washed away and replaced with dishonesty, greed and self-importance. All I see is people in the "me me me me" mode. Never once seeing the situation for what it is but blaming and pointing fingers and feeling better about themselves through the degrading of others. What is wrong with these people? Have I been so sheltered from the crowd that I am no able to understand them any longer? Should I have to, if they are like that anyway? I don't want to grow callus in order to do my job but I feel that I have to to survive doing what I am doing.
I am not happy with the path I have chosen. I feel that I have made a mistake. I have given myself a timeframe and have decided to stick it out until then. If things don't change or if I don't meet a decent human being, then I'm done. This may be business but even in business you should have your ethics, integrity and your honesty.
I consider myself to be a reasonably strong person and I can put up with a lot but there are some things in life that are just not worth it. I am in search of a more likable solution. If anyone knows of one, shout out and let me know. I would welcome any ideas.
Until next time...
Be nice to one another, don't be mean and just live a good and happy life.
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