Wait Loss

No I didn't spell that wrong I mean wait loss. We all have to wait for something or someone. In my case I am waiting for myself. I am waiting for me to stop being so weak. I really want to lose weight but I am standing in my way. I have all the tools at my disposal, time to exercise, a supportive spouse, Isagenix and yet I have loss next to nothing. Of course I do know why. I am pretty self-disciplined Monday thru Thursday but the minute I wake up on Friday...I party like Prince's 1999. 

I go out for Happy Hour with my husband, dinner with my girlfriends, parties with my kids, bowling with my family and all of that includes food. Not salads, low carb snacks and high protein items but junk food. Pizza, hot wings, drinks (at least I drink diet coke with my Crown), cake, nachos...the list goes on and on and I appearently have no will power. Come Sunday I slump in dieter's remorse and scold myself for not sticking to my guns.

Monday I have a new found sense of purpose. Tuesday I feel like I'm accomplishing something. Wednesday I look forward to my weight day (Friday) and Thursday I am convinced that this time I will be different. But then Friday comes along, Pizza gets delivered to work along with cookies, my husband gets the party bug and wants to go out on the town for dinner and drinks, my girlfriends call me up to check out a new restaurant and inevitably one of the kids needs to go to a party of some sort with lots of sweets; of which are my complete and utter weakness.   

I don't know what to do. I don't really have someone (really I need a female friend) who really wants to buddy up with me on my journey. Most of my friends don't need to lose weight. My husband, although loving, supports me in losing weight but doesn't have time for me. And the female friends I do have are in another state. 

This is wholly on my shoulders as it should be and I need to stand up and be strong. But I find myself lacking. IF anyone has any suggestions I would love to hear them. By the by, the Isagenix works wonders if you use it. I only use it Monday thru Thursday...here's a concept, perhaps I should use the product the way it directs me to. DUH! Oh and self hypnosis doesn't work, it only puts me to sleep. : )

Until next time...