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Not such a Golden Girl

It has only been a week since I have moved into the new house and already I am laid up sick. This is great just when I need to be healthy and movable. But my symptoms are strange. It all started the day after last. I started getting tired...now I know that doesn't sound like much but it is strange when you get so tired you literally pass out. That's right, I didn't go to sleep or lay down and rest; I passed out. I have never done that and as if that wasn't enough I feel strange. I feel weak and just drained and then I am having bad back pain and my teeth hurt. It is odd. I am not sure what to do. I went to the doctor and she thinks I have a sinus infection but she also took some blood because I also came up with high blood pressure. Boy when I get sick I do it right.
 
I thought I was doing better but now the symptoms are coming back again. Now I get chest pains too...whoot! Joy. Now don't get me wrong, I don't think I am having a heart attack, well at least I hope not but these are feeling I've never had before. Today was literally the first day I was able to get up and put make up on. For those guys out there who don't understand why that's a big deal, I'll tell you. A woman feels sexy or just pretty putting on makeup or doing their hair. When you are drained you have no energy to do anything and that makes you feel worse.
 
I am hopeful that the test will come back and tell me something about what is wrong with me. Oh and in case anyone is wondering why I used the title Not such a Golden Girl, it's because when I get sick I put on the Golden Girls to make me feel better. Well, here lately, and I am embarrassed to admit this, I can identify with them about the subjects that come up. Stuff like menopause and other womanly issues that for years were foreign to me. Now, I am starting to understand.
 
Well that's enough of my whining. I kinda regard this blog as my personal journal and although some people do read it, which is so mind boggling it's scary, I use it as my own personal blah zone.
 
For those of you who do read my blog, and you five know who you are, I am going to start blogs on things other people really do want to read about, other than my personal issues. Don't worry for those of you who like to hear about my personal crap, I will still be posting that too.  So, I would appreciate some suggestions. I don't know what people want read about. So far every time I've asked for comments, suggestion or help...I get no response. Now I know you people are out there. Let your voice be heard. Write me and we can get this party started.
 
Until next time...

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