OK so today started out fine. 24 hours of no real food or any food at all just a cleansing drink, snack wafers and water until my eyeballs felt like they were floating. I went to the gym and worked out. 45 minutes on the cycle and an hour walking along with some floor work. I was doing all good until about 6pm. Then it hit me, it always hits me at night. The headaches, the body aches, the feeling light headed and drained of all energy, It was almost like the flu. As the night went on it got worse and worse.
My husband, whom I love very much, talked me into getting some real food to combat the symptoms. So I broke down and we ended up at Chili's. Real nutritional right? Well he figured if you're going to fall of the wagon you might as well make it worth while. Of course in this instance we didn't fall of the wagon we jumped from it. As I was eating my Quesadilla Explosion Salad I started to feel like I was getting high. My whole body had odd sensations and the headache was replaced with a rushing feeling. It was awesome but I felt guilty at the same time. What I was doing was wrong. Of course that didn't stop me. I didn't eat the whole salad, I couldn't. I had about half and was done. I knew I would pay for this and sure enough as soon as I got home...I did.
Tomorrow we will get back on that horse and try again. Sorry for the disappointment people but it is easier said then done.
Until tomorrow.....
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